Why? Are you looking for someone? That's usually the reason people talk to me. Just once, I'd like to hear "actually, I wanted to talk to you, Asa. You're so interesting. Nobody else is as interesting as you."
I'm fine. Obviously. A dead person wouldn't be able to write messages.
[ Haha... it's funny because she is dead. Was dead? She isn't sure about the specifics. Frankly, she doesn't want to know. ]
It doesn't matter. I stop listening once I realize they don't have anything important to say. I eat my lunch alone at school specifically to avoid being bothered, not because I don't have any friends. People just assume that. It says more about them than it does me, honestly. Only boring people can't handle being alone with their thoughts. But society isn't ready for that conversation.
[But checking on her doesn't seem to completely exclude a conversation first, as evidenced by the fact that he goes on.]
do you really wanna eat alone? if that's what you want, fuck everyone else dunno if i'd call them "boring", but yeah i get pissed off if people bother me i ate alone too in the military
Obviously. I was--AM--studying to go to a good college. So I can have a better life once school finishes. I'll have the last laugh when they all have boring, soul-crushing jobs, and I'm actually contributing to society.
That's where peaking in high school gets you. It's all downhill from here for them. Secretly, they all know it. That's why they're so jealous of me.
big like a bomb that blows up a city i mean it kinda depends who has them but if they want to set them off, then yeah probably? this is like weapons 101
I'm fine. It was just a hypothetical question. You know, like... [ what's some dumb question Reze would ask... ] "if we were starving to death and you died first, would you want me to eat you?"
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this asa?
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yeah, i'm looking for you
chill out
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What do you want?
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making sure you're alive still
who are people looking for when they come to you?
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I'm fine. Obviously.
A dead person wouldn't be able to write messages.
[ Haha... it's funny because she is dead. Was dead? She isn't sure about the specifics. Frankly, she doesn't want to know. ]
It doesn't matter. I stop listening once I realize they don't have anything important to say.
I eat my lunch alone at school specifically to avoid being bothered, not because I don't have any friends.
People just assume that. It says more about them than it does me, honestly. Only boring people can't handle being alone with their thoughts.
But society isn't ready for that conversation.
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[But checking on her doesn't seem to completely exclude a conversation first, as evidenced by the fact that he goes on.]
do you really wanna eat alone?
if that's what you want, fuck everyone else
dunno if i'd call them "boring", but yeah i get pissed off if people bother me
i ate alone too in the military
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[ bitch are you fr ]
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just people to punch in the face
or fuck
[and isn't that what it's all about]
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Has anyone ever told you your priorities are awful? Also, ew.
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That's where peaking in high school gets you. It's all downhill from here for them. Secretly, they all know it. That's why they're so jealous of me.
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i knew it
what are you gonna study in college? to avoid a boring, soul-crushing, deadend job i mean
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And I haven't decided yet. I've had other things on my mind lately.
Hey. You're in the military. Have you ever heard of something called "nubes"? Or "nukes"?
I think it's a weapon.
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who needs college when you've got alien planets to explore
you mean nudes?
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I hate you.
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"nukes" are a weapon, yeah
big one
who's telling you about those?
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Someone who isn't here.
It isn't important.
[ Not suspicious at all... ]
"Big" like what? A bomb?
If someone had a whole bunch of them... that'd be really bad, right?
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missing someone?
big like a bomb that blows up a city
i mean it kinda depends who has them
but if they want to set them off, then yeah probably?
this is like weapons 101
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New question.
If it was a choice between your life, or the lives of all the people a "nuke" would kill.
[ It's dumb. Obviously, her life means nothing in comparison. It barely meant anything in the first place. But just once, she wants to be told— ]
Sorry. I'm being stupid.
Forget I said anything. Thanks for checking in on me.
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yeah i'm checking in and it sounds like you're not ok at all
what's going on?
who has nukes?
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You know, like... [ what's some dumb question Reze would ask... ] "if we were starving to death and you died first, would you want me to eat you?"
[ Nailed it. ]
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but sure you can eat my corpse if you're starving
not like it's a loss for me if i'm dead
why are you thinking about this shit? you should be researching bugs or whatever your division does
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I can do two things at once. Either way, this doesn't affect you.
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just in case
hey guess what?
you ask me questions, i answer, i'm involved
that's how it works
if someone has a weapon they shouldn't, you need to tell me
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